Nightcall - Dead V

Finally realizing that this is the end.
Standing there lost in a sea of faces - shaking but ready to cry it out.
   '..is this still reality or just another dream..?'
Feeling the loss - breath taking - heart breaking
No chance to change - hopelessly lost
   '..maybe falling - believing - dreaming - or am I dead..?'
Eyes turning - like pouring rain - losing all the light
And inside everything turns dark and cold.
Nothing left
No smile that reaches the eyes.
   '..everything has gone now - I'm six feet under - regrets and memories for me to wonder..'
But no one sees. Beeing like smoke - like a ghost.
Not really existing
Walking - shattered - broken - pretending nothing happend.
That everything is fine - like always.

   '..you won't be the same anymore - anyway - anyhow..'